Right now I want to

be standing on the the door of a train with a coffee and a cigarette in hand

sit on the edge of a mountain with my feet dangling off the edge

be on a motorcycle on a lonely mountain road

be in my bed sleeping

swim with the sharks

make a meal for my wife and watch movies on dvd with her

go to disneyland

go on a holiday with my wife once again

go on a holiday with my parents once again

play hockey with my buddies

resign from this desk job of mine